On the Edge

The feeling of falling a free fall? In freedom. That's what being on the Edge means to me, rocking to meet the ground, leaving the fear behind the edge. Yeah deep shit I tell you.  But then there is love and you love falling for it. Then there is hope..the hope of surviving from the edge of the tallest cliff. There is wind..Wind that hits you right when your in the middle of air. Falling. Really? or its just all about flying after the fall.

The moments that we live in are actually quite short as opposed to the after life that's going to be. We regret more than we thank. Why? because somewhere we aren't clear whether we are falling or its just the gravity that's playing hard on us. Umm..its neither of these. We are actually just free to fall or to hold back the way we want to. The advantages of being on the edge is reality and falling teaches us the balance when we are in the middle of the birds. 

There are two types of survival. One that you choose and one that is left. Every where the edge comes, and falling also happens. But the difference comes in breathing freedom and living on the other side of the mountain. The river is always present, you either float in it or you just drown your troubles in them. One by one every aspect of nature is listening and then making us listen.  We got to be listening, unfortunately we just pretend all the time. That's why reaching the edge becomes difficult by will, we land there in uncertainty and then instead of looking up, we look back. Why don't we just forget about the river beds and see that the sky is smiling and it will take care of the smile until it shines in the river. Oh well well well, the river of my thoughts is getting too deep. I'm on the edge of that well. So before I drown in the dreams of my well and fall with the memory of writing some high class shit out here, just wanna tell you friends that please 'free fall, the edge looks beautiful that way. 

Goodnight :*

Lazy writer

(P.S : Cause I started yesterday on the edge and dug the whole well today of my thoughts :P Dont kill me for this :D )

Mind Fucking Realities...

Yes you read the title right. We abuse in our minds every single day. Reality.
But we are scared to say it loud. Why? Fear of acceptance? Really?
What bothers you more that you were born to be ruled upon? or that you are taking all of the shit silently?
Who said it was ill behavior to speak out your mind ? Why are we made read those lessons that never really are applied to in actuality. Why the fuck do we think of the community we belong to all the time?
Are we a part of it Or they build up on every individual?

Frustration doesn't make me write the above. Its the willingness to express and the anger to that no one is hearing. People want to rule on every thing they feel has a belonging factor. Oh wait? You are justifying that
the fact that it has your name in a way is subjected to do what you want? When will you come to terms with reality. You don't make the pen write right unless it has an attachment, a kind of respect ; that every time you turn the page it knows the words already. There is love in non living creatures too.. I call them creatures cause they function in many right ways to throw facts in our face.

When you give birth, or own a car and buy the most luxurious house ; REMEMBER its not going to stay for long. Its temporary. You cant rule over it. Try and live for it and with it. The moment you start demanding and complaining, its the time you will face repulsive shit that you welcomed! Not that it was bound to happen. You made it happen. You are paying for it. You cant order the flower in your garden to grow faster just cause you think its going to listen the Master. Instead you water it everyday without saying much. And patience bears the fruit.

We expect too mamy Fake things based on our surreal emotions. What we get is fake stuff anyway. You get reality with every time you fall and the gravity fools you by giving a new reason each time. Well figure out then. Have you not woken up yet or is there a revolution raging in air that's going to mellow down with the fire first, then the water of free flowing emotions?

I'm a crazy person and believing my reality can be highly contagious. Its fucked up and in my face. I have to accept them or fly them away to build my own set. Where chances of living equal to freedom and thoughts cant be controlled..That's how I usually write my Mind and its F'ing Realities 

Altered Conversations

You know those moments where you are in a middle of a conversation and your train comes...Time is there but its not waiting anymore. We forget about it. Just few words that were left..now incomplete. Ad I am sad for a reason that isn't reasonable for many. We have left that less important conversation for a bus that came just on Time. What if relations were beyond time? What if we were ready to let go for having that insane hours spend together with the 'well who cares..I just care for you and the moment we have now'.

You know you share this bond with just the rare ones who make you forget the time. Its just that you don't want to leave anything unsaid. You want it to be like a whole merry go round time..you don't mind repeating and laughing over the same joke. Coming back yet again to the first word of it where it all started..

I don't know the feelings that people alter today. Its in accordance with what little time they have. Or probably what little they choose to spend in open air..I am sure we all have this person whom we love to eternity and with whom the talks never seem to get over. Yes but at times we have situations..we have those problems which we don't want to take care of. But still we bend to it.

Hey people, if you probably reading this taking out time of your precious moments. I just want to talk to you right now. Tell you to just say those unspoken words. Complete those conversations.. Don't pretend forgetting about it...well forget the God dammit time and those silly ass like reasons you think are big enough to stop you from breathing your own way out!

You know how its those Raindrops that fall on your face and stay..Give you happiness right before sinking into you... I am talking about that Merry moment when you just let it flow..with no artificial Altercations!

My random Fantasies

Yes I dream like so many of you.
There are these ways I'd love to take..and the path I'd choose to make..
I ponder at times.. What I wanna be? Well definately not a Wannabe :p But that One who loves the world and world loves her back with a warm hug..
As I travel, I want newness..I want to drive myself Crazy.. Get out there.. Scream....be on the tallest peak..Confess the things I love..
And then just forget it like another dream..
Cause then I want to be content...and live for something new..
I wanto grow less Selfish with time...
Yes I will dream....my random fantasies!

We learn We forget.

For Every earthling to bubble up, there's a dew drop on its way. We know we grow in time memories and learn the moment very well. We forget once its gone and then there's the mind that plays the picture again. Its telling you to forget and in the bargain reminding you what you should have forgotten.

I like it to say fresh cause its when the mornings rise with you.. You love every Bit of waking up..

Your Lazy Writer ;)