After a Point...

I understand that we laugh louder when the joke is on the other end of the table. But how often do we laugh at ourselves. Well, its healthy to laugh at yourself and it helps us rectify and discover...
But in the bargain at times we are hurt in a terrific manner..

People start taking you for granted and want to laugh and pin point on everything you do..At times your closest buddies will target your insecurities and mock you.. somewhere they are fighting with theirs' . But the sad part here is..you distract the person down to death.. He or she will want to leave the circle and rather be a point someweher far from the plaine..

I and you must realize everything has a limit.. Its been the shortest whiles that you've enjoyed the most, a brief letter that makes you smile, A desert that just got over a few seconds ago...

When things are stretched and they are made to stress, thats when you will feel ugly. Why we want more or do more and are
always in the run to cross the limit?

I just want to say that after a point things become bitter. After a point you can't really fake. After a point you can't really hog. After a point you can't really be sad. After a point you can't really take that shit. After a point you realise there's a limit to tolerance!

Strawberry Heaven :D

On the Edge

The feeling of falling a free fall? In freedom. That's what being on the Edge means to me, rocking to meet the ground, leaving the fear behind the edge. Yeah deep shit I tell you.  But then there is love and you love falling for it. Then there is hope..the hope of surviving from the edge of the tallest cliff. There is wind..Wind that hits you right when your in the middle of air. Falling. Really? or its just all about flying after the fall.

The moments that we live in are actually quite short as opposed to the after life that's going to be. We regret more than we thank. Why? because somewhere we aren't clear whether we are falling or its just the gravity that's playing hard on us. Umm..its neither of these. We are actually just free to fall or to hold back the way we want to. The advantages of being on the edge is reality and falling teaches us the balance when we are in the middle of the birds. 

There are two types of survival. One that you choose and one that is left. Every where the edge comes, and falling also happens. But the difference comes in breathing freedom and living on the other side of the mountain. The river is always present, you either float in it or you just drown your troubles in them. One by one every aspect of nature is listening and then making us listen.  We got to be listening, unfortunately we just pretend all the time. That's why reaching the edge becomes difficult by will, we land there in uncertainty and then instead of looking up, we look back. Why don't we just forget about the river beds and see that the sky is smiling and it will take care of the smile until it shines in the river. Oh well well well, the river of my thoughts is getting too deep. I'm on the edge of that well. So before I drown in the dreams of my well and fall with the memory of writing some high class shit out here, just wanna tell you friends that please 'free fall, the edge looks beautiful that way. 

Goodnight :*

Lazy writer

(P.S : Cause I started yesterday on the edge and dug the whole well today of my thoughts :P Dont kill me for this :D )

Mind Fucking Realities...

Yes you read the title right. We abuse in our minds every single day. Reality.
But we are scared to say it loud. Why? Fear of acceptance? Really?
What bothers you more that you were born to be ruled upon? or that you are taking all of the shit silently?
Who said it was ill behavior to speak out your mind ? Why are we made read those lessons that never really are applied to in actuality. Why the fuck do we think of the community we belong to all the time?
Are we a part of it Or they build up on every individual?

Frustration doesn't make me write the above. Its the willingness to express and the anger to that no one is hearing. People want to rule on every thing they feel has a belonging factor. Oh wait? You are justifying that
the fact that it has your name in a way is subjected to do what you want? When will you come to terms with reality. You don't make the pen write right unless it has an attachment, a kind of respect ; that every time you turn the page it knows the words already. There is love in non living creatures too.. I call them creatures cause they function in many right ways to throw facts in our face.

When you give birth, or own a car and buy the most luxurious house ; REMEMBER its not going to stay for long. Its temporary. You cant rule over it. Try and live for it and with it. The moment you start demanding and complaining, its the time you will face repulsive shit that you welcomed! Not that it was bound to happen. You made it happen. You are paying for it. You cant order the flower in your garden to grow faster just cause you think its going to listen the Master. Instead you water it everyday without saying much. And patience bears the fruit.

We expect too mamy Fake things based on our surreal emotions. What we get is fake stuff anyway. You get reality with every time you fall and the gravity fools you by giving a new reason each time. Well figure out then. Have you not woken up yet or is there a revolution raging in air that's going to mellow down with the fire first, then the water of free flowing emotions?

I'm a crazy person and believing my reality can be highly contagious. Its fucked up and in my face. I have to accept them or fly them away to build my own set. Where chances of living equal to freedom and thoughts cant be controlled..That's how I usually write my Mind and its F'ing Realities 

Altered Conversations

You know those moments where you are in a middle of a conversation and your train comes...Time is there but its not waiting anymore. We forget about it. Just few words that were left..now incomplete. Ad I am sad for a reason that isn't reasonable for many. We have left that less important conversation for a bus that came just on Time. What if relations were beyond time? What if we were ready to let go for having that insane hours spend together with the 'well who cares..I just care for you and the moment we have now'.

You know you share this bond with just the rare ones who make you forget the time. Its just that you don't want to leave anything unsaid. You want it to be like a whole merry go round time..you don't mind repeating and laughing over the same joke. Coming back yet again to the first word of it where it all started..

I don't know the feelings that people alter today. Its in accordance with what little time they have. Or probably what little they choose to spend in open air..I am sure we all have this person whom we love to eternity and with whom the talks never seem to get over. Yes but at times we have situations..we have those problems which we don't want to take care of. But still we bend to it.

Hey people, if you probably reading this taking out time of your precious moments. I just want to talk to you right now. Tell you to just say those unspoken words. Complete those conversations.. Don't pretend forgetting about it...well forget the God dammit time and those silly ass like reasons you think are big enough to stop you from breathing your own way out!

You know how its those Raindrops that fall on your face and stay..Give you happiness right before sinking into you... I am talking about that Merry moment when you just let it flow..with no artificial Altercations!

My random Fantasies

Yes I dream like so many of you.
There are these ways I'd love to take..and the path I'd choose to make..
I ponder at times.. What I wanna be? Well definately not a Wannabe :p But that One who loves the world and world loves her back with a warm hug..
As I travel, I want newness..I want to drive myself Crazy.. Get out there.. Scream....be on the tallest peak..Confess the things I love..
And then just forget it like another dream..
Cause then I want to be content...and live for something new..
I wanto grow less Selfish with time...
Yes I will dream....my random fantasies!

We learn We forget.

For Every earthling to bubble up, there's a dew drop on its way. We know we grow in time memories and learn the moment very well. We forget once its gone and then there's the mind that plays the picture again. Its telling you to forget and in the bargain reminding you what you should have forgotten.

I like it to say fresh cause its when the mornings rise with you.. You love every Bit of waking up..

Your Lazy Writer ;)

The Sun Told me...

The rays took me to a place. I often went there as A child. But the fear of complexion stopped me. Everytime I thought I will throw him away, My Shadows will be mine. They told me not to worry dear friend. If you have the will , you will fly amidst the scorching heat. The winds will also follow. Just a little patience will win the place. And Magic was meant to be real for people with Passion to believe. You have the shadows underneath. Nothing to stop you My Friend. They are Just relative to you and your Existence. They make you realise brightness will always bring dark shades. Its on you what you Highlight and forego.

So my friends, It started Raining and The Sun told me stories as I relaxed...

Raining Thoughts It Is !

You are sitting on that wooden chair ensembled with the soft cushion to keep you rocking comfortably. Its near that open block space from which you can see through called 'Window', whereby the wind makes its way and bows down to your face. This Is to make you realise how beautiful can it be to see inside out while discovering the beauty of what you See.
You will always have that beautiful experience of sitting near that window and imagining if you could fly and see yourself back in that time..It Is a moment when they come and go and you certainly cannot forget but all you do is recollect everytime you are in that that Moment. They are Your 'Raining Thoughts' :)
Everyone Has A line to say. To some it strikes and for some it just passes by like any other thought.
What Is Important here Is to realise that Every time you think, if its your heart you will remember it always. But if its the brain that is building with no emotions it will fade Away. For Any 'Thought' to stay with You for long Is Bounded if its Knit with the Heart plus the Brain triggering Thoughts! They are constantly Raining..

Eudora.

This is my design imagination of Eudora..She is the Greek Rain Goddess I suppose..
I created this while I was working for Lens Flare Project 2012.

I will always be thankful to that place cause I discovered myself as a decent designer out there..

The talk leads to...

Every time you talk just without really knowing what the next syllable would be..going with the flow you end up making sense of what you made up..

It really happens! That one sentence leads to another and your amazed at the way you are just speaking flawlessly.

Like the other day I was talking to a very dear friend. She was upset with her relationship.I wanted to help her so I started of with one Inspiring Quote I read somewhere, 'Happiness doesn't happen to normal people, U need to be mad at heart'. And then I just went on like a journey of words that were so natural and not thought about.

It worked! She was happy, she was out of the 'Oh Why I am so sad Zone' and I was glad to be a way through her smile.

I was asking myself, how was I actually able to have this effect. Merely, by speaking something that just came to me one after the other. After thinking for quite some time, It struck me. I was reading alot these days and listening being more careful than usual.

So, Its true that reading will definately help you speak and listening to good things will help you get a flow.. I'm happy I could write up something like this to encourage myself and others who will believe after reading this.. Have a Good day :)

Sadness can be Strange..

So you go to a place in that random situation where you don't know what you will end up doing, but in your head you know its the right place and take a moment to relax..chill out...enjoy the breeze...and let be the rest in their special space as you are in your own...

Does it feel like this when you are sad? May be then you could relate to the idea of it being strange on the whole cause you are in peace and your iternal being is the most calm and pleasant when you are sad..
There are chances of you might not like it the way I said it..you might think it is false and you dont agree..But there are chances everywhere.From the falling of rain..to the screaching of the pain..there is a chance of it being true and not happen..Or false but still might occur...
Now As I lie down and write this,there are chances of me being sad and strangest fact that am still writing with excitement is beyond my understanding.
But I am at peace, I am calm, relaxing in my space....It feels good!